i just want to write

WHERE IS MY FUCKING PASSION!

昨夜失眠够够力

凌晨1点light off

用电话到电话死掉3点

我还眼光光-.-

大概4点睡着

一边哼all of the stars一边培养睡意

越哼歌词越错哈

it's just another night and i staring at the ceiling

i saw a little cockroach and i thought of you

-.-

and i know these scars will bleed

but both of our hearts believe

chasing cars 也不错听

if i lay here

if i just lay here

would you lied with me 

and just forget the world

成绩出了

我更够力压力

工作啊

烦不烦

i can see the stars from america

i saw a shooting stars and thought you

if you were here i would sing to you

The fault In Our Stars

i only realized there was mandarin version of this book after i finished it-.-

'生命中美好的缺憾'

i really wanted to give up when i just started to read TFIOS

due to load of unknown wordS

UNKNOWN WORDS

luckily i managed to finish it after all

Pheww~~

actually i couldn't tahan to read translated version 

because of the translated names, name of the city

 everything is translated

i will stop reading the translated version in just few pages

 if compared to the original book

i love the feeling when they plan to go to Amsterdam and of course afterwards till the end

Reading this book is like accompanying 

Augustus and Hazel riding a roller coaster that only going up

There are several parts i really liked, i can feel how they feel

quite strange because it's English Book LOL

 and i burst into laugh when i read this:

'Hazel Grace," he said, "do you have a pen and a piece of paper?"

i said i did.

"Okay, please draw a circle."

i did.

"Now draw a smaller circle within that circle."

i did

"the larger circle is virgins. 

the smaller circle is seventeen-year-old-guys with one legs"

this part is heart breaking.

As I knelt, i realized they'd closed his eyes-of course they had

and that i would never again see his blue eyes.

"'I love you present tense," I whispered, and then put my hand 

on the middle of his chest and said,

"It's okay, Gus. It's okay.It is. It's okay, you hear me?"

i had-and have- absolutely no confidence that he could hear me.

I leaned forward and kissed his cheek. 

"Okay," 

I said.

"Okay."

The only person i really wanted to talk to about Augustus waters's death was

Augustus waters.

Augustus said "Okay?"

Hazel said "Okay."

oh my.

Okay is such a flirting word for both of them

read the book you would know what i mean

every time they said okay 

i smirked a little and imagine the crookedly smile that Augustus would had that

attract Hazel in her first sight

crookedly smirked.

woof.

The Fault In Our Stars I Ed Sheeran - All Of The Stars

Lyrics:
It's just another night
and i'm staring at the moon
i saw a shooting stars 
and thought of you
i sang i lullaby 
by the waterside and knew
if you were here
i'd sing to you

You're on the other side
as the skyline splits in two
i'm miles away from seeing you 
i can see the stars 
from America
i wonder 
do you see them too?

You're on the other side

So open your eyes and see
the way our horizons meet
and all of the lights will lead
into the night with me
and i know these scars will bleed
as both of our hearts bleed
all of these stars will guide us home

i can hear your heart
on the radio beat
They're playing Chasing Cars

And i thought of us
Back to the time
you were lying next to me
I looked across and fell in love
So i took your hand
Back through London streets i knew
Everything led back to you
So can you see the stars
Over Amsterdam
You're the song my heart is beating to

So open your eyes and see
the way our horizons meet
and all of the lights will lead
into the night with me
and i know these scars will bleed
as both of our hearts bleed
all of these stars will guide us home

And Oh i know
And oh i know

i can see the stars
from America

Personally like the chorus part :) :)

All of the stars bring out the atmosphere of TFIOS

Beautiful lyrics and melody

i could understand even more deeply after i read the book

this song really fit the love of augustus and hazel nicely and beautifully

when i typing this blog, i'm listening to it.

TFIOS feel deep deep!

The fault in our stars is on screen in September!

such a long period to wait.

that's a reason why i want to finish the novel first!

just watching the trailer make me really sad

when i start reading the book i keep thinking why the book

like never ending(because of my poor english)

but then when shit happen, i just hope everything happening could just stop a second

let me breath.let hazel and augustus breath.just a second

September please come faster!and i hope the translations is good.

Please be good.

oh shit.

tomorrow result release?

June, i need to fucking start working?

God, please let the time spin slower

just stop for a second.

i need to breath.

i can see the stars from america.